Eternally Grateful

Thank you, Lord, for always, always making me rise above my fears and frustrations. Thank you for the gift of family, friendship, music and laughter which all make me feel better!

I fully understand the importance of obedience. :) Thank you for saving me -- again.

I am forever grateful.

learning, yet again

I always tell myself that I know what I'm getting into. And I always convince myself that I can manage the expected pain.

I'm so damn wrong.

Here I am. Hurt. Again.

And yes, I saw it coming. But I forgot that it'll be more painful than I anticipated. I should stop fooling myself that I can handle it. Maybe I still can, but the process is absolute torture.

But I won't stop believing that I'm strong, because I will survive this. I know it. I just know it.