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when things are going too well, expect something wrong (or weird) to happen. and i know i'm not the only one who thinks this way.

a few weeks back, on a tuesday afternoon, i was having a considerably normal and boring day. or so i thought. suddenly, i was a little bit out of my element.

the source? unknown.

i usually walk this off. but the rain prompted me to drive around the city. even driving relaxes me. amazing.

i found myself sitting on benches and chairs in different places: in a church, in a deserted commercial area that time of the year, and in a busy coffee shop.

all those sitting made me meditate...

despite being in control, you will reach a point when you will become powerless. despite being needed, you will still feel that there are minutes in a day when you are ignored.
despite being adequate, you will still feel deficient.
despite having it all, you will still feel that there's something you cannot have.


why? i don't know. and i will never figure these things out. i will just keep on experiencing them.

until the next city drive.