So THIS is what they meant.
"Sometimes, the hardest thing and the right thing are the same." Throw in another line which says “Do one thing everyday that scares you”, and I think I have made my 2010 the exciting year I have hoped for.
And we’re only in the month of June.
I am usually the first one to say that “change is always good”. Believing this helps me to accept changes – planned or not. It gets me excited about life. And believing it prevents me from doubting. Regretting. And God forbid, sulking.
Nothing ever prepares you for such swift changes. No matter how carefully you plan things, something always happens differently. Life is indeed not all about what we make it, but for the most part, it’s how we take it. I am coping and trying to see THIS as a bearable circumstance. That’s really all there is to it.
I made a decision -- a critical one. And I am accepting and managing the things that come with it. One of which is waiting for the outcome. The agony of waiting is sheer torture. But I am taking it well. I think I am.
After all, I'm still standing. And I am grateful to be given choices in life.