_regain_


there's a phase when life seems to be burning up one day at a time. you're doing a hundred things and want to do more.

then suddenly, an emptiness. nothing prepares you for this swift change. you see the moment in an overdramatic way instead of a bearable and undemanding circumstance that it really is.

it's like leaving your exclusive space on this planet and you lose your sense of belongingness. the weeping and depression are overstated. the sentiment is overboard and taxing.

but there. it's done. i survived that stage and i have reclaimed my space.